‘More like spin-the-bottle than science’: My mission to find proper treatment for my son’s psychosis


From The Guardian: “Psychosis is often thought to be genetic, or a symptom of brain chemistry gone awry, which is what I was led to believe for much of my journey through the traditional mental health system. Zach’s first diagnosis was psychosis NOS (Not Otherwise Specified), a vague kind of darned if I know description. Later, depending upon which doctor he saw, he was classified with either schizophrenia, paranoid schizophrenia, depression with psychotic symptoms or, more recently, schizoaffective disorder.

These labels plucked from the Diagnostic Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders (DSM), a text often referred to as the bible of psychiatry, felt more distracting than helpful, masking a deeper truth about what had happened to Zach and our family. They ignored larger questions that were messy and ambiguous . . .

. . . I craved solutions, and the more I searched the more confused I became. First, I discovered that no disease markers show up in brain scans or blood tests for any of these so-called disorders. Nobody seems to know for sure what is really going on, which feels more like a spin-the-bottle game than science. I also came to understand that the effects of the antipsychotic drugs were intolerable for Zach, far worse than the symptoms that they were meant to alleviate.

I recall the way his shoulders slumped when I held out the pills and a glass of water to him each day. ‘They make me feel emotionally numb,’ he said. ‘I can’t live like this.’ One evening he pushed the drugs back at me, held the water glass to my chin and said: ‘If they are that great, why don’t you take them?’

. . . Over eight years in the US, Zach was detained in the psych ward several times, for up to three or four weeks each time. His despair earned him the label non-compliant. When he was forced to comply and the drugs still didn’t work, he was classed as treatment-resistant. Talking therapy was not offered on any of his acute psychiatric wards. This is not uncommon in inpatient systems: patients who are deemed to be actively psychotic or who are hearing voices are considered too unwell to benefit. This relatively modern view has developed alongside the rise of the pharmaceutical industry and the belief that altered states are a disease rather than a process or response to trauma resulting from difficult life events.

This is not the case everywhere. In Finland, a more radical understanding of extreme distress led to a programme called Open Dialogue which aims to avoid hospitalisation and medication with therapy that revolves around families and other networks, and involves contact, preferably in the person’s home. It has contributed to lowering the suicide rate in Finland; one of the highest in the world in the 1990s, it has dropped by 50% since Open Dialogue began.

I meet regularly online with two Open Dialogue therapists. Dale and Nance have joined me, but so far Zach, the person at the centre of our network, who might benefit most profoundly, has not been allowed to participate. He is back in a locked ward – in the UK now – undergoing treatment that sees his brain as broken and in need of chemicals as the first line of defence.”

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  1. I am so very sorry to read this. It must be harrowing for both Zach and his family to be experiencing this. I do not have answers, I just have thoughts, ideas and possibly more avenues to explore.

    We all have our own genes, our own medical histories and our own biochemistry which can be manipulated to a certain degree by the food we absorb, the medication or supplements we take and the environment we are in. I am talking about pollution as well as stressful situations such as emotional traumas. These types of situations create biological responses and these memories can be triggered. Finding out a person’s stresses, triggers and resilience with talking therapies can be extremely beneficial which Open dialogue offers.

    It may be worth noting there are psychiatrists (Dr Georgia Ede to name one, this is not a sales pitch) that advocate the ketogenic diet or autoimmune protocol diet. There are primary care physicians who check their patients who have a history of psychosis for coeliac disease or recommend a gluten/wheat and dairy free diet. Dr Alessio Fasano’s (gastroenterologist) work discusses leaky gut and schizophrenia.
    There are doctors who know vitamin B12 deficiency can cause delusions and magnesium deficiency can cause personality changes. Although, laboratory cut off values are set far too low for doctors to realise the person has a deficiency. There’s also something called Pyrrole disorder which is severe zinc and vitamin B6 deficiency which can cause mood disorders. There are other doctors who know about the MTHFR gene which means a person has problems with folate (vitamin B9) so can have symptoms of schizophrenia. Many things can cause inflammation of the brain from autoimmune diseases to sugar.

    So, looking holistically at a person, giving them the comprehensive integrated support with therapy and family support as well as identifying illnesses like asthma or eczema, gut problems as well as a mental health diagnosis. This gives a better understanding of what a person could actually be suffering.

    It is a slow and systematic process of finding what works for one individual at any given period in their life. Some people are so desperate to be well that they will believe that medication is key. Others may find discussions with qualified counsellors works well for them as well as healthy lifestyles such as avoiding alcohol, taking supplements and eating nutrients that nourish and heals. It really is a big jigsaw which requires patience and support from everyone.